Aaaahhh. Retirement never felt so good. The phone doesn't ring anymore, I don't get texts from young attractive women during morning conference calls anymore, I don't spend all night at a fancy restaurant gaining weight and being my social and charming self. I feel so relaxed, rejuvenated, no pressures, and not drinking too much alcohol either. Now all that's left is to go back to the gym on a more regular basis, and I will find myself again. Funny enough, I still get replies, many months later, from my CL ad in Texas. Unfortunately I had to turn those down. Like they say, timing is everything.

Was SB's an addiction? Sometimes it certainly felt like it. I was separated for a few months, and during that time I would go with a different woman every couple of days. It came to the point where I could not remember what we had talked about, their likes and dislikes. But I always remembered the arrangement amounts for each one. I guess I have a head for numbers, lol.

And I wonder what all these women ever thought of me...Some of it I am sure, not too good. That will be the subject of another diary entry though.