Sex and stocks

I think I am getting addicted to sex with sugar babbies. But I am at the point were it's getting a bit boring as well, like a chore. Even my brother says I overdid it and need to take a break.
Like I've said before, I will keep only one, or just stop doing this. Focus more on family and work life instead, and earning a buck instead of spending it. I needed this little diversion though, to keep me still young, and to forget the freakin' stock market.
The bottom is starting to fall from underneath us. If I only had listened to my instincts damn it! I would have been a lot better off right now. When Bill Gates went on TV to discuss the antitrust lawsuit and Motorola announced bad earnings that was it for the bubble. That was the top of my unrealized gains. Went in to cash but not fully, then 3 months later went into the market again. Fuck!!! And just a year earlier I was bypassed for my dream job of trading gold for one of the biggest banks on Wall Street! And all because of that Belgian motherfucking short stop, Alexander Mintch! Who said this career stuff was easy. Depression here I come... At least no one is shooting at me.