My assistant Svetlana the russian ...

I went to drinks with my assistant tonight. I just wanted to give her some career advice because, on occasion, she seems like a basket case. But she is such a smart cookie.. anyways, we went his elegant place and sit at the bar, order some gnocchi (delicious!) and some drinks, and then another round, and another etc etc and we are there until midnight. And, she picks up the tab. To which I said 'Hey Svetlana, I was going to pay you really shouldn't do this'. But she would not have it, and gave the bartender her credit card. She started telling me how much she respects me professionally, and I am the coolest boss she has ever had, and her friend noticed my (sort of) thick muscles from years of boxing, and all these compliments, and I was starting to blush. She was getting plastered. She has the nervous habit of biting and brutalizing her nails. But I grabbed her hand into mine, and saw her nails were fine. Then she made the comment that she is fucking this 25 year old (she is 28). A slight jealousness overcame me, not sure why. I was getting concerned about her because she kept drinking. We then went into her car, and I asked her if she needed me to get her a cab, to which she said "I am Russian, I can handle my drinks". anyway, I grabbed her hair and told her I plan to give her a peck on the nose and then her lips, and that's exactly what I did (no tongue). She then left, hopefully she arrived home safely. Interesting, and I want her now. These feelings are entirely unprofessional, and I have never slept with any coworkers before. But I do want her. She keeps telling me how nice I am and what a good family I have. This is sooo freakin interesting...

Afterthought: I shouldn't be going near her, as tempting as it is, even though I will be changing employment soon. She probably wouldn't go for it anyway (she still calls me Boss), and I would just making a fool out of myself. Certainly don't need more of that!